I haven’t written on here in a while. I feel like lately I’ve been in no man’s land, wanting to hold onto my old life but knowing that God wants me to grow up and adapt to my new life. It’s hard getting sober at 20 and seeing all of your friends out there partying, being stupid and care free, going to parties, clubs, and bars, and knowing that I can’t do those things. Well, I guess I could, but I’ve just come to realize that I don’t like crazy college drinking parties anymore. I went to Brooklyn last night and it just left me feeling so weird and out of place all day long. I just have to accept that “that” life is just no longer there for me, I’m growing past at, and I have to let go if I want to be the person that God created me to be. It just sucks some times, but I know that this too shall pass and I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be right now. xo
Here are some pics that Ali took on her disposable camera. Gah, I want to go back. Such an amazing night with some of the most amazing people! I’m so blessed to have such great friends, in and out of the program!